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I’m a writer and novelist with a mission to share my stories and my experiences as an invisible person in the modern era.

“I am the chicken nugget of humanity.”

  • The Mountains

    The Mountains

    In July 2013, I reached my goal. I climbed the mountain of transness, stood atop it, and cried out, “I am Sabi! Hear me roar!” I basked in the achievement, done, complete, finished; I had conquered the impossible journey. Had I actually been standing on top of a mountain, I…

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  • Souled Out

    Souled Out

    I have sold myself out many times over the years, sacrificing what my mind and my heart say is right in the name of others or in a morality pushed upon us by a society that does not care to know us. We find ourselves again in an era where…

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  • The Magic Pill

    The Magic Pill

    In my journey through the spectrum of gender, I have seen and experienced countless amazing things. The ability to feel multiple emotions all at once, something some might hint at as a mental defect, but that those on the feminine side of the spectrum just accept as having emotions. The…

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  • Danger: Crazy Bitch Ahead

    The following was originally written in August of 2016, a year before I gave up on everything I had accomplished. In the name of being a productive member of society, I de-transitioned.I share this particular post not with the intention of inspiring or sharing my views but rather as a…

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  • Dad

    Dad

    Have you ever seen the episode of Star Trek with the aliens who kidnap Captain Pike and add him to their underground menagerie as a zoo specimen? The aliens in this episode had veins running through the sides of their heads that would pulse when they spoke. At eight years…

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  • Antijen

    Antijen

    It makes me proud to read articles about the acceptance of trans people in our world today. It makes me happy when I come across websites and online resources for trans folk who are just taking their first steps in their discovery of themselves. I realize I am not the…

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  • A Spiritual Matter

    This post was originally written in September of 2012. It deals with faith, and some dark personal history. Before I dive into this topic, I must say that what I write is entirely my opinion and my belief; I do not expect you to believe what I do not think…

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  • Hate

    Hate

    I want to talk a bit about the word hate, specifically how this word applies to judgments upon people like myself who happen to be married to a person of the same gender and/or being a gender other than the one that was identified at birth. Hate is an emotion…

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  • The Broken Doll

    The Broken Doll

    The little girl who wasn’t… she was Alice, fallen down the rabbit hole but never found her way back out. The mother she loved so dear, who never ever existed; the father she knew would always protect her, never to take a breath of his own. Forever lost, forever alone.…

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  • Superheroes

    Superheroes

    When I was a child, I wanted to be a superhero. As one could imagine by reading this blog, I didn’t want to be Superman as much as I wanted to be Supergirl, but that is not the topic at hand. As children and even adults, we consider superheroes to…

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I have always had a passion for writing; from the time I would write plays as a young child for my friends to act out for our families. I am a storyteller, my life revolves around imagination and the worlds I create. Throw in some PC gaming, and my thoughts on the modern world and you have Alex’s Paper Brain.